I have recovered the experience of time.

Since closing down all my social media presence, and eliminating that black hole of constant noise and despair in my life, I am doing a lot more in my days.

There is a note on this blog that I just saw I had written two weeks ago. In these two weeks, I have been reading, writing, contemplating in idle moments (moments that social media would in earlier times have sucked away) and I feel as if a lot more than two weeks have passed since I wrote that. Honestly, it could be two months.

I like to feel the density and heaviness of passing time. I like to have long days. I like to be bored. Most of all, I like idle leisure after moments of intensity, physical or mental.

All that was lost. I have recovered it. I have rediscovered time.

–